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Art of Losing My Reflection

by Sunday Cruise

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1.
Intro 01:51
Times been slipping through my hands I’m not ready to give it all away I’m afraid that you won’t understand it’s ok ‘cause I don’t understand Learn to save myself Do I need the help? I’m waiting for me to push all of it down Ruined everything Are you scared of me? And I can’t figure it all out Oh Don’t talk to me I’m waiting for the feeling to set me free I don’t want to please
2.
I heard that you’re over this Just a hit and miss I bet that you found a way To be okay And I’m not mad at you I just Don’t think I should say goodbye After all the time we spent Wishing time didn’t exist Oh lover, oh lover why I find myself inside The mirror, the mirror lies When I say This was fate, this was something nice The universe likes lies Oh lover, oh lover why I have to say goodbye Oh lover oh lover I’m a sucker Oh lover oh lover You should find another I said it’s not personal How I’m so critical Of who I let myself into I’ll lose myself to you And I know that we’re through I just Made a mess I must confess Your words will stain me blue when you Say you wish we never met I wish I could forget Better off when our loves dead Pieces of you hide in my room So go and take that back I don’t want your things I have I am through with feeling all of This is too heavy for my heart strings breaking When I mistake all of the words you’re saying And in my mind I’m thinking after all this time I’m staying Oh lover, oh lover why I find myself inside The mirror, the mirror lies When I say This was fate, this was something nice The universe likes lies Oh lover, oh lover why I have to say goodbye Oh lover, oh lover I’m a sucker Oh lover, oh lover find another Oh lover, oh lover I will suffer Oh lover, oh lover you should find another
3.
Pretty Girl 03:29
I think it feels different To let you beside me You’re calm and consistent Don’t blink or you’ll miss this There’s something too Too lovely The way your words hold me You caught me I’m crying You’re catching the tears from flying Hold me pretty girl I'm pretty much over my head You’ve got me with a look That could kill and make me die again You’re something that I’m wanting And I’m wrapped around your finger Hold me pretty girl so I can let this feeling linger You’re feeling so lonely Why don’t you come hold me I can feel you stuck in my teeth I can see you hide in my dreams You’re feeling foolish The way you linger my skin Your words fill me up and leave me Blushing bursting out through my seams Hold me pretty girl I'm pretty much over my head You’ve got me with a look That could kill and make me die again You’re mother nature's best Always wrapped around my mind Hold me pretty girl Look at me with your tiger's eyes Hold me pretty girl I'm pretty much over my head You’ve got me with a look That could kill and make me die again You’re something that I’m wanting And I’m wrapped around your finger Hold me pretty girl so I can let this feeling linger Hold me pretty girl, hold me pretty girl You’re something that I'm wanting and I'm wrapped around your finger Hold me pretty girl so I can let this feeling linger
4.
Man 03:14
I can’t help but feel so bad I just want to hold your hands All the love they gave ran thin Withered flowers in your skin Let me give you what you need You say stay and never leave I’ll be here holding your hands If you let me be your man I can't help but feel so bad I just want to hold your hands All the love they gave ran thin Withered flowers in your skin Let me give you what you need You say stay and never leave I'll be here holding your hands If you let me be your man If you let me be If you let me be If you let me be your man I just wanna be I just wanna be your man I cannot help but notice You make it so hard to focus It’s like the room runs out of air Cloudy eyes Loves that died Waiting with you for the tears to dry Staying to see it through for you I can’t help but feel so bad I just want to hold your hand All the love they gave ran thin Withered flowers in your skin Let me give you what you need You say stay and never leave I’ll be here holding your hands If you let me be your man If you let me be if you let me be if you let me be your man I just wanna be I just wanna be your man
5.
Do you see me As a reflection Am I what you were missing I hate to push you away Somehow you screamed and it taught me to yell I took all the power that you learned through hell Refused to believe that you did enough But the birds are still singing and you can still love I watched your adolescence fade Through your words you were afraid A wife, a mother, you became Before you even knew your own fucking name Somehow you screamed and it taught me to yell I took all the power that you earned through hell Refused to believe that you did enough But the birds are still singing and you can still love
6.
I hope I don’t bother you If I choose to double text you Will you hate me For eternity Will you lie through your teeth And say you need me And call me your baby I hate when you save me I hate when you’re crazy About all the sorries Oh pretty baby don’t try to save me With the chewed up gum Just spit it out just spit it out Let me count the lies Along your mouth and all around With a head full of Love for lust I long for love I long for your love Lie through my teeth You don’t need me You say that you mean it but it’s Too hard to sleep Alone on a mattress Covered in my old dreams Lie through my teeth You don't need me You say that you mean it but it's Too hard to sleep Alone on a mattress Covered in my old dreams Lie through my teeth You don't need me You say that you mean it but it's Too hard to sleep Alone on a mattress Covered in my old dreams I hope I don't bother you If I choose to exclude you Will you love me For tonight baby
7.
Forget You 00:49
She said how do you look so perfect on my bed Her eyes meet mine oh my I know that you wanna Tell me again again again I cannot help but fall into my head I’m thinking ‘bout our end The way it’ll hurt I begin to forget I cannot help I’ll begin to forget you I cannot help I’ll begin to forget you x4
8.
Bitter 03:21
I’m chewing on your gum Babe I wanna I wanna fall in love Got me messed up I’m here missing you You’re only 30 minutes away What the fuck do I do Maybe we’ll fall slowly Maybe you stay and we won’t get so lonely I wanna fall in love I wanna get out of this place Get closer to me baby You’re my safe space Babe, I just think I’m bitter, I’m bitter, i’m bitter, Without you babe I just think I want you, I want you, I want us to To stay the same Maybe if we made up, the makeup is streaming down my face Not because you hate me, I love you, You want me I want to run away I’m wishing on the moon Our lives align and our bodies stay in tune Maybe, I'll spend my life alone I need to go my room still smells like your cologne Rainy, rainy My eyes get so rainy When I’m thinking that you think You want to leave and let me be Blame me, blame me It’s my fault i’m crazy I don’t really want to be Overthinking everything Babe, I just think I’m bitter, I’m bitter, i’m bitter, Without you babe I just think I want you, I want you, I want us to To stay the same Maybe if we made up, The makeup is streaming down my face Not because you hate me, I love you, You want me I want to run away Maybe if we made up, The makeup is streaming down my face Not because you hate me, I love you, You want me I want to run away
9.
Running, running, running ‘round Everyday I feel it slipping, slipping out It’s my brains I'm taking what the doctor gives Everyday I start to forget how to live I decay With no sound I’m driving and I’m driving And I’m going down I want it all but I cant have it all cause now I can't be satisfied with all the noise it’s loud I wanna drive and drive without a Keep it, keep it, keep it down In my mouth I feel the words they’re bleeding out Every time I try and try and try again But I can't keep trying when the days don’t end With no sound I’m driving and I’m driving And I’m going down I want it all but I can't have it all cause now I can't be satisfied with all the noise it’s loud I wanna drive and drive without a sound I’m driving and I'm driving And I'm going down I want it all but I cant have it all cause now I can't be satisfied with all the noise it’s loud I wanna drive and drive without a
10.
Why don’t you come over I miss the way we were A fire hazard in my room Leading us to our tombs Something's off about you I think it’s just your smile Maybe I’m paranoid But I can still hear your voice You make me feel Kinda comfortable Yeah, you make me feel Like I'm normal Do I make you scared Do you even care When I’m in my room The lights are loud And you can’t even save me now Why don’t you come over I miss the way we were Breaking each others hearts We were a work of art But something got between us And now you say you won’t love and Maybe that’s for the best you’ll call me soon You’ll see me then You make me feel Kinda comfortable Yeah, you make me feel Like I’m normal Do I make you scared Do you even care When I’m in my room The lights are loud And you can’t even save me now Tell me when it’s over I don’t think we should get closer I don’t want the closure Tell me when you think it’s over (x4)
11.
Look out your window Think of me when you’re alone Cause you’re stuck at home Getting over love-sick colds Do you miss me? Or the smoke You blew in my mouth, I choke On the love songs I wrote Wishing someone loved me so I'll fall into her in her arms I won’t, I don’t know how to let this go Where did my mind go? When did I last love my skin? My skin, my body’s aching Let me come back let me save this When did my eyes close? Was this a dream? Or am I just breaking Wishing I could wake And find the rest of my love I will, I will, I will find you Hiding inside of my bedroom I hope, I hope, one day I'm whole But now I am vulnerable Don’t you think I should know How to forget and begin again Breathing in I let it go All the words you put under my skin I can get better, I can get better I can let go so that this will not matter Look out your window Think of me cause you’re alone But I'm stuck at home Falling into my own hole Do you miss me? ‘Cause I don’t Lost myself now I’m alone Wrote a love song in the hopes Someone would have loved me so
12.
I think I think, this is growing up I’m feeling numb, so I bite my tongue The birds are singing, I’m flying You’re at home getting high I’m buried trying to stay occupied In love with you The monster in my bedroom You watch me cry, you watch me laugh, you watch the love die In love with you The monster in my bedroom Rejection, I’m perfecting The art of losing my reflection I lost my mind I want it back I hate the person in my hands The way I cried in summer nights Longing for your acceptance The person that I have become It’s never good I’m not enough This is my part of growing up Losing my own reflecting Losing my own reflection (x4)

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released March 15, 2024

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